I want to say great read … but it’s at the expense of your anxiety. Dealt with or not,

That’s hard.

One question:

Is the issue not the passing at an early age of your mother? Rather than the effects?

I lost my father to alcohol in my last year of school. And that was bad enough.

I coped by joking about it. Which I feel terrible about now. I also have no idea where he is buried.

I sort of blanked it out. Until I think about it. And then waves of guilt wash over me - I should know where my father is buried.

I should have gone to his funeral? I didn’t, I’m not even sure he had one.

My mother was divorced and remarried.